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Title: Nor law, nor duty
Part 37 of the Blood on a Sundial series.
Previous parts, in reverse order, are here or in my memories.
Fandom: BtVS
Prompt: #53 - Ayers Rock
At: [livejournal.com profile] tamingthemuse
Summary: Spike, Xander, AU in Season 2. We are talking slow burn here, people.
Disclaimer: here.
Rating: Pg
Word Count: 2,010



37. Nor law, nor duty

"I told you. It's one on one. It has to be. That's the lore. She's called Wergeld and I'm going to oblige. You, stay here! If I'm not back by dawn, you get out. Right out of New York. You get on a plane or a bus, or you bloody hitch a ride, but you get out! Understood?

Xander's expression was, for once, unreadable. "Are you planning on getting beaten, Spike?"

"'Course not." Spike snorted his derision. "That overblown minion? Not a chance." He looked down at the knife and sheath in his hand and spoke to them, rather than to Xander. "But, just in case. If I trip over or get hit on the head by a meteorite... if anything happens to me, you're free. If you're there, she'll get you." Now he did look up, emphasising his final point. "So you stay here!"

"And what about the bit where it's a trap?" Xander grabbed the letter off the table and shook it in Spike's face. "Flavia, destroyer of the Watchers Council declares herself Master of New York, beholden to no one," he recited the first words of the letter he'd spent most of last night reading, over and over, once he'd wrested it from Spike's charge. "Anyone who writes like that has got to be up to no good. It's too flowery. And it's not even true."

Sighing, Spike shrugged. "It's a formal challenge, of course it's flowery. But she can't break the lore. It has to be one on one. And one on one, I can beat her with both arms tied behind my back."

"So, I'll come and watch. Just to make sure."

Bloody humans, with their complicated feelings and their inconsistent thinking. They didn't understand that there were ways of acting, there were forms of behaviour, that had been in place for centuries. Unchanged through the long life spans of the members of the society that founded them. "No you won't." Spike's patience was beginning to stretch to breaking point. "I'm not arguing, I'm telling! You promise to stay here, or I tie you up and leave you here anyway. Which is it going to be?"

Xander stopped then, and stared at Spike. "You're stubborn," he exclaimed, his own exasperation colouring his voice. "You're like some rock. You're like the biggest rock in the world. You're like that big rock in Australia." For a full thirty seconds, he glared at Spike, but seeing no softening in Spike's expression eventually he rolled his eyes. "Oh, why do I bother?" he asked the ceiling. Looking back he apparently recognised that Spike was quite capable of doing exactly what he threatened and his crooked smile twisted his lips as he lifted his arms in resigned defeat and took a couple of steps back. "Okay, okay, I get it. But since the reason you don't want me to come is so I can run if you don't come back, I'd rather not be tied up and left helpless, if you don't mind."

With one last glare Spike nodded, picked up the whetstone and went back to sharpening his knives, while Xander withdrew to the other side of the room and sat on the floor in front of the coffee table, picking up one of his Colts and beginning to dismantle it. Spike guessed he was going to clean it, again. Boy seemed to love those guns more than anything else in his life and caring for them did seem to calm him.

Silence reigned for fifteen minutes as they both concentrated on their tasks, but when Spike slid his second knife into its sheath Xander spoke again. "How are you going to approach?"

Spike pursed his lips in apparent thought. "Er, the overpass next to the bridge?" he suggested with a sly shrug, snorting his amusement when he saw Xander's shocked expression. "I'm not stupid mate. I'll head through Corlears Hook and cut north once I cross FDR."

Xander nodded. "Yeah, that's a good route. At least there's a bit of cover, until you get close. Better than coming in from the north - the tennis courts make that way too open." He gave a faint smile. "Just be careful, okay?"

Spike raised an eyebrow as he fastened the knives, in their sheaths, to his wrists. "I didn't know you cared."

The smile was swallowed by a scowl. "I don't," Xander said, emphatically.

Grinning openly now, Spike strapped a couple of stake sheaths to his thighs before walking over, picking up his duster and pulling it on. "Right." He paused, looking down at the boy, resisting the urge to reach out and give Xander's shoulder a squeeze, contenting himself with a half hearted punch as he turned away. "I'll see you later," he said, as he walked to the door.

*****

Spike knew he was being watched long before he stepped out onto the tarmac'ed area under the Williamsburg Bridge. He'd known when he passed Flavia's look out's and he'd felt them close in behind him. Automatically, he logged the shadows, noting which were big enough to conceal a guard, as he scanned the immediate area. Flavia was standing arrogantly in the centre of the open space, so Spike approached carefully, but with enough swagger to ensure she didn't mistake his natural caution for fear.

"Don't you get tired of this, Flavia?" he asked. "Why are you so determined to die?"

Flavia stiffened. "I won't be Master of this city by anyone's leave," she announced, pompously. "I am the strongest here and I owe you nothing."

"Yeah? Like you don't own me for the tip that those watchers were in town? Like you would have dared take them on, if I hadn't shamed you into it?"

Flavia's head jerked and the followers he had known were there, detached themselves from their dark corners and approached, surrounding Spike on three sides.

"Thought you'd issued Wergeld, girl. That means one to one, and you know it."

Laughing, Flavia stepped forward into the final position, directly in front of him. Her mouth twisted into an ugly sneer of assured supremacy. She wasn't going to attack immediately, she wanted time to gloat and possibly time to convince her acolytes that this course of action was acceptable. Spike turned in a slow circle on the spot, eyeing each of them in turn. He noted the silent signals that passed between them as their eyes flicked back and forth between him and each other. An established group then, a street gang maybe, turned together and knowing no better than to follow their sire. That made them very young. He didn't doubt they knew how to fight. The only questions were, did they know how to use the additional strength and speed of the demon and did they know their new weaknesses? He cursed himself for not keeping a closer eye on Flavia's court, but he'd really not wanted to waste his time on her. All he wanted was for her to leave him alone and get on and rule the city, not set the cops onto his business and keep the streets clean and tidy. But she couldn't leave it at that. She couldn't bear to know she'd been bested. That kind of stupid pride led to a short life. Unfortunately, he'd underestimated her when he'd assumed she wasn't too stupid to know that. She was overdue a lesson in common sense and he was going to make sure it was him who delivered it.

Relaxing his face, he allowed it to change and bringing his hands together, he drew the knives from inside the cuffs of his duster and moved into a fighting stance. Across from him, Flavia smiled and a flicker of disquiet entered his brain, which swiftly coalesced into a kernel of dread in the pit of his stomach as Flavia drew a gun from the back of her waistband. "It won't kill you," she agreed with his unspoken thought, "but it'll hurt like hell. And with both your kneecaps gone, you won't be doing any of that fancy dancing." Laughing she continued, as she pulled back the hammer with her left hand and repositioned the grip of her right, "You didn't really fall for it, did you?"

From behind her came the strange 'chunk-chunk ' sound of a pump action shotgun being primed and a voice agreed, "Yes, he did, actually," as Xander stepped into view. "Spike's always been a bit of a romantic." He held his shotgun loosely, but it was pointed squarely at her back. "But I'm not!"

Flavia spun to face him. "Good, I wanted you, too," she growled, raising her own gun. It was the last thing she said, as the shotgun spoke and her body exploded, leaving only her ashes to settle slowly to the ground.

Dropping his knives, Spike grabbed his stakes and with a backward thrust, took out the minion behind him before he could react to the shifted power dynamic. The shotgun fired again, claiming the one on his left and he spun fast to face the last, just as his target burst into furious action and charged. Together they tumbled over, with Spike on his back underneath, but using the momentum he continued the roll, throwing the furious fledge over his head and clear, while he snapped back to his feet and swung around to face where the body had landed. His opponent was scrambling to his feet, face twisted in furious denial. "You bastard! I'm going to get you!"

Laughing, as he bounced lightly on the balls of his feet, Spike held his hands out in front of him, palms up and twitched his fingers towards himself. "Come on then, what're you waiting for?"

The fledgling growled at the taunt and charged again. But this time Spike was ready and well balanced. He absorbed the force of the untutored attack and used it to swing his attacker into the base of the nearest bridge pylon, where his head made sharp contact with the concrete. Before he could shake whatever small modicum of sense he normally had back into his head, Spike closed and staked him through his back, feeling the minor resistance of his ribs give under the blow, before he too was dust on the breeze.

The sudden quiet was broken by the sound of a late night train, as it rattled it's way across the river to Brooklyn above their heads and the 'chunk chunk' of Xander's shotgun, as he pumped a new shell into the chamber. Spike turned to face him. "It's over, mate. They're all gone." Xander's face was a frozen mask, a mixture of horror and something else that Spike couldn't identify. Suddenly he felt nervous. "Xander? Pet? Are you okay? Come on, you know you can't use that on me, so why don't you put it down? It's alright. You can relax, they're gone now."

He took a few steps forward, but stopped when the shotgun swung towards him. They stood unmoving for whole moments, then Xander shook his head, as if to clear it. He lowered the gun and broke it, removing the shell from the breech and walked past Spike to the base of the pylon. Placing his arm against the concrete he raised the shotgun like a stake and brought the butt down sharply against his wrist. Spike started forward with a cry, but stopped as he saw that it was not his wrist Xander had hit, but the bracelet. The bracelet which now broke neatly into two parts and fell to the floor. Xander bent down and picked them up, slipping them into his pocket with the shell.

"How...?" Spike gasped. "How did you...? You broke it?"

Turning to face him, Xander looked like he was going to cry. "It's been broken for weeks," he said wearily. "I think it was the Anashaman."

"And... And you knew....?"

Xander shrugged "I knew." He swung the shotgun up, so it rested over his shoulder. "I'll see you at home," he said, as he began to walk away.


Note: The title is from a poem by Yeats, written in 1919. Something about it seemed to fit Xander at this point:

An Irish Airman Foresees His Death

I know that I shall meet my fate
Somewhere among the clouds above;
Those that I fight I do not hate,
Those that I guard I do not love;
My country is Kiltartan Cross,
My countrymen Kiltartan's poor,
No likely end could bring them loss
Or leave them happier than before.
Nor law, nor duty bade me fight,
Nor public men, nor cheering crowds,
A lonely impulse of delight
Drove to this tumult in the clouds;
I balanced all, brought all to mind,
The years to come seemed waste of breath,
A waste of breath the years behind
In balance with this life, this death.

Next Part


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Date: 2007-07-28 05:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sparrow2000.livejournal.com
Stands up and claps. As Spike might say - that was bloody brilliant, love.

So many little touches gave this chapter so much texture. Xander's concern about which way Spike would approach Flavia, Spike wanting to squeeze Xander's shoulder, but settling for the manly punch. Both boys cleaning their weapons as a form of macho meditation.

I love that Spike is actually less cynical than Xander about Flavia's sense of honour. At the oddest times, William does shine through.

And now Spike knows about the braclet, and Xander chose to do in the most public way possible. I'll see you at home," Yay! Can't wait to see what happens next.

Lovely use of the prompt, love. I can just hear Xander saying that. And the poem was just perfect, and so was this chapter.

Date: 2007-07-29 07:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
*bows, curtsies... trips over own feet*
Thank you.
I've been thinking about this chapter for weeks, planning it in my head, so I'm really pleased and relieved that it worked.
Spike can be very conventional at times, witness his consistent reaction to going out on Halloween, so I thought he would probably conform to other rules too.
As for wanting to know what happens next... you, me and Spike too, I think.

Date: 2007-07-28 07:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] smwright.livejournal.com
Damn! Sparrow beat me to commenting, and she stole all my good words. Bloody thieving Scot.

It's a formal challenge, of course it's flowery. *snort* I love pedantic Spike.

This is everything Sparrow said, and it's just gorgeous with both detail and undertone. Not to mention your ever-present ability with the movement bits. You really are wonderful at that.

One thing I noticed was the Sunnydale/NY Xander mirror. So often, he did something fundamental to the Scoobies' survival, only to have that basically overlooked or downplayed. I don't know that Spike will make that error, but I was struck that, once again, it's Xander doing the saving.

The minion fight scene was beautifully written. All of the chapter was, of course, but that particularly. It's so easy for me to visualize the action when you're writing it. *shakes head in envy*

The poem is lovely, but more than that, it was so easy to read Xander in and between many of the lines. I can see how you chose it.

All right. Stopping now. Well done, love!

Date: 2007-07-28 07:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sparrow2000.livejournal.com
Sticks tongue out at you and giggles - in a really mature manner! Hee...

Date: 2007-07-28 07:36 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] smwright.livejournal.com
If you're sticking your tongue out in a mature manner, you're flirting with danger. Oh, wait, that's Spike. Sorry, channelling for a moment. *g*

Date: 2007-07-29 07:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
*shakes head* Children, children. Please behave. *turns to adjacent adult* Sorry about that, it's so difficult to find good minders.

Date: 2007-07-29 10:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] smwright.livejournal.com
Particularly cyber-minders. We immature do have a tendency to run off and get into trouble at the least expected moments. *g*

Date: 2007-07-29 07:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
*shakes head* Children, children. Please behave. *turns to adjacent adult* Sorry about that, it's so difficult to find good minders.

Date: 2007-07-29 09:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sparrow2000.livejournal.com
Sorry mum!
Giggles and waits for you to turn your back, and then sticks tongue back out at Steph....

Date: 2007-07-29 07:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
Thank you, hon.
I'm pleased you liked the fight. It was actually an accident. Originally Xander was going to come in and blast them all away, but Spike was having such a hard time in this chapter that we (Xander and I) both felt sorry for him, so we stood back and watched while he dealt with the last one and worked off a bit of aggression. *g*
And the poem... yes, I was looking for a quote and found it. I remember reading it for 'O' Level English, years and years ago, finding it again was a really nice coincidence.

Date: 2007-07-29 10:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] smwright.livejournal.com
It was actually an accident. Happy accident though! It worked well, and how very kind of you to offer Spike the opportunity to kill one of his own opponents. *winks*

Date: 2007-07-29 04:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
*grin* It seemed only fair, since he was having a bad day, er, night. And it was Xander's idea.

Date: 2007-07-28 09:03 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] grneyedwoman.livejournal.com
The ladies who commented before me said it very well. I join sparrow in standing and clapping. This was a masterful chapter. All that had come before came together. When Xander appeared I wondered why he had been able to follow. I kinda knew he would follow though. Flavia wouldn't follow the rules. Spike read her right he just didn't follow the thought far enough. The bracelet breaking was a surprise for a moment then I thought, of course! Brilliant!
Big hug, Cindy

Date: 2007-07-29 07:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
Thank you. Yes, all the hints and suggestions from earlier are beginning to come together now as we approach where I see this story ending.
I am so pleased you like it. Thank you for commenting.

Date: 2007-07-29 12:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lilithbint.livejournal.com
wonderful chapter honey,
loved both their reactions and responses.

Date: 2007-07-29 07:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
*grins* Thank you. I'm so pleased you liked it. Thank you for commenting.

Date: 2007-07-29 01:06 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] yanagi-wa.livejournal.com
Great work. Loved the end.

Date: 2007-07-29 07:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
Thank you. I'm so pleased it worked.

Date: 2007-07-29 05:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sentinelhuntres.livejournal.com
Great chapter :)

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Great chapter :)

<<Turning to face him, Xander looked like he was going to cry.
"It's been broken for weeks," he said wearily>>
*winces* that sound like it's going to be nasty in the next chapter one way or the other *cackles gleefully*

Date: 2007-07-29 07:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
Poor Xander is still conflicted, so he's under a lot of strain. As for what happens next... I sort of know the big picture, but the small stuff....? I don't know yet. But he didn't shoot Spike and he did say he would go home... so... *shakes head* I'm really not sure.

Date: 2007-07-29 12:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] texanfan.livejournal.com
Spike is such a romantic at times. He's lucky Xander didn't listen to him. Can I just say Xander's entrance was a thing of beauty? The ease of the conversation before Spike left, the under the surface caring of each of them toward the other was a gorgeous, subtle play, especially balanced against Xander's dramatic action at the end. I can't wait to see where you go from here.

Date: 2007-07-29 04:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
Surprisingly Spike does hold to the forms and seems to believe in them, like the way he really thought it wasn't 'done' to go out on Halloween. *g*
They seem to be used to each other, accustomed, don't they. But I am surprised no one commented on the fact that Xander did consider shooting Spike at the end. Maybe I didn't make that clear enough. But he chose not to.

I think where it goes from here, is back to the factory. *g*

I am so glad you are still enjoying it.

Date: 2007-07-29 10:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] texanfan.livejournal.com
I did notice Xander training the gun on Spike but, to me, it seemed like he did it because it was something he ought to do, not as if his heart was in it at all. I don't believe Spike was in any real danger.

Date: 2007-07-30 05:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
Oh good. Thank you. That is exactly what I was hoping for. Because it was something he ought to do is a perfect way to describe it. Part of his conflict is between what he feels he 'ought' to feel and what he actually does feel (and I'm not sure either of us (he or I) know exactly what that is at the moment).

Date: 2007-07-29 01:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tjgoldstein.livejournal.com
Fucking love this fic.

'See you at home'... such potent words from Xander. Spike is home now.

Can't wait for more so... write... damn it... *WRITE*!!!

Date: 2007-07-29 04:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
That's great. Thank you so much for telling me.

There will be more next Saturday. Honest. I have a prompt deadline, so there has to be.

Date: 2007-07-29 07:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kaydee23.livejournal.com
Xander to the rescue. So now he's really with Spike. I love this story so much. I want Spike to get the gem. He deserves it.

Date: 2007-07-30 05:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
Yes, he's really with Spike, rather than a kidnapee, now. Thank you so much for letting me know that you are enjoying this.

Date: 2007-07-29 11:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_sharvie_/
Wow, that was masterful! I didn't know the bracelet was broken...I hope I didn't miss anything. I, like Spike, thought he'd banged his own wrist. I thought maybe he was mad at himself for saving his captor, finally seeing that his world view was no more. But then you totally surprise me and he's already seen that and this is the scene where he comes to terms with it. Lovely dialogue. Xander coming in and saving the day. Saying that Spike fell for it when he didn't, soooo good! He came in with both barrels blazing and it was beautiful!

Date: 2007-07-30 05:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
Yes, the bracelet broke when Roger W-P tried to kill Spike with the Anashaman, but Xander only discovered that a couple of chapters ago. Although Black Wind dropped a couple of subtle hints before that (remember the gift of the tea? What Black Wind said when he gave it to Xander?)
I love the image of Xander with his Colts, like Wesley in the later seasons of Angel, and with his shotgun, like any 'soldier of fortune' movie hero *g* I am glad you like him too.
Thank you for you lovely comments.

Date: 2007-08-01 06:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] teezer.livejournal.com
Great so far. I wonder how Spike will react to Xander now that he knows hes not tied to him. Also Spike never noticed Xander never did actually promise not to show up at all. *grins*

More, more, more...

Date: 2007-08-02 05:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
I wonder how Spike will react to Xander now that he knows hes not tied to him.
Yeah, that's what I'm wondering too. *g* I guess we'll find out on Saturday, since I have to post the next chapter by then.
Thank you for leaving a comment, I really appreciate it. And I'm glad you are enjoying it enough to want more.

Date: 2008-11-20 12:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brunettepet.livejournal.com
What a wonderful, emotionally satisfying chapter. Of course Flavia would be holding a grudge at having been beaten so handily. Xander seeing Flavia's challenge for the trap it was and trailing Spike anyway was a defining moment, and he brought the point home beautifully by snapping the bracelet. He's thrown his lot in with Spike. It's no wonder he's still confused by it.

Date: 2008-11-20 09:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thismaz.livejournal.com
wonderful and emotionally satisfying
I couldn't ask for better praise. Thank you so much.
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